At this particular time, I'm overwhelmed at home and at school. It's not one or the other, it seems to permeate every aspect of my life. I recognize it - that's not the problem. I'm not in denial - I know that I have a lot going on right now and I'm not getting everything done in the manner I should. I can tell you what I'm not: I'm not being fruitful; I'm not being kind; I'm not being gentle; I'm not being loving; I'm not being joyful; I'm patient; I'm not being productive either.
I want to crawl deeper in my hole. BUT, I know that won't solve the problems. In reality, it will only compound them. Thus digging my hole deeper.
So, where do I go from here. I think the first step is realizing it and admitting it. After that? BUT...here I am blogging about being overwhelmed rather than making a dent in the never ending list of things that need to be done.
Let God help you thru it one thing at a time. You are being loving and kind. You are and have always been a blessing even when you didn't know you were. Your fruitfullness very much shows through your children. Keep your head up and let me know what I can do to help you:)
ReplyDeleteThis is exactly how I have felt for months! I'm sure it stems from not being where I need to be in my relationship with the Lord. And this study stomped all over my toes before I even got to day 1. I think I better spend some time on my knees. Thanks for always encouraging me & holding me accountable! I am truly blessed to call you friend.
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